Not Your Average Teenager

2006-12-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

Quote:

Somethings are not meant to be.
Sometimes you think what you feel is right.
Someone might fall for you but it can happen in the wrong time.
Maybe somethings & some people become impossible to have cause God doesn't let you have it before you realize that those things that you long for aren't the things that you really needed at all...
- Teri ^_^ 12-11-2006
7:00

this is the revised edition I would like to say thank you to Mr. Robert Pabalan for revising it for me hehehe

2006-12-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

Some wishes don't come true
no matter how hard you pray
if HE doesn't want you have it
you can't do something about it

remember that not all the things
that you want, you could have
I know it hurts when you want
something but you just can't get it

the pain makes us cry
but tears run dry easily
you only think you feel bad
inside you, you already accepted it

2006-12-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

nice song oh.... tara videoke ulit tayo MGA pare koh

Artist: Richard Marx Lyrics
Song: Right Here Waiting Lyrics

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takesOr how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
LOLz

2006-11-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

Thank You

We started as enemies, you used to kick my leg
We pulled each others hair and throw powder on
one another. I hate the way you recited cause
the teachers loves it. Who could say that we will
end up like this?
You are my only proof that people could change
if they wanted to.
You're always there for me even if I don't give you
back anything.
You're the most understanding person in this world
cause your always in my side when I'm in trouble.
I realize sometimes that I've done something wrong but
you don't mind scolding me, instead you remind me.
I don't pay much attention to the little things that you
done to me, but I care for you.
People criticized you, in fact I am one of them Before
those words that you recieve from them
made you a great person you are now.
You don't cry a lot but I've seen you once, and
you never cry in front of me again.
Thank you Michi cause in the 5 yrs of our relationship
you already prove me that you are really a best buddy.
I hope we continue this beautiful friendship that has been tested
by many obstacles. Even when we are old and wrinkly...

2006-11-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

Message for my only -27-

I hope everything is Okie between the two of us now. After what happend last

week , a small crack develop in our relationship. I'm trying to build everything

back to where it use to be. Those pain that I suffer are gone now, I'm heading for

tommorow I don't care anymore about the past. What holds me now is this

burning feeling inside me.
My love for you is pure and true, people could notice that I wasn't playing

around here I hope you feeling the same way too. Maybe I am just too

predictable with my gestures, that's the only thing that I can't hide with you. I'm

not a fool lover I didn't run after you cause I want you to be happy. It's silly to

fight you're love if your love says that "I didn't love you anymore". Glad your

back and I pray that you wouldn't leave again. Wish you are happy with your

decision.

2006-11-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

I never thought I could relate in this song.... sobrang pareho sa nangyari sakin
All Or Nothing

I know when he's been on your mind

That distant look is in your eyes

I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over

It's not the way I choose to live

And something somewhere's gotta give

A share in this relationship gets older, older



You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who
isn't even there

I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care
if that's not fair



Cuz I want it all

Or nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fall

When you reach the bottom it's now or never

Is it all

Or are we just friends

Is this how it ends

With a simple telephone call

You leave me here with nothing at all



There are time it seems to me

I'm sharing you with memories

I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it

Then there's times you look at me

As thought I'm all that you could see

Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it



Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them
well

I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to
show and tell



Cuz I want it all

Or nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fall

When you reach the bottom it's now or never

Is it all

Or are we just friends

Is this how it ends

With a simple telephone call

You leave me here with nothing at all



Cuz you and I

Could lose it all if you've got no more room

Nowhere inside for me in your life



Cuz I want it all

Or Nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fall

It's now or never



Is it all

Or Nothing at all

Theres nowhere left to fall

When you reach the bottom it's now or never

Is it all

Or are we just friends

Is this how it ends

With a simple telephone call

You leave me here with nothing at all

2006-09-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

Bandaging ^_^

(This is my patient Gema, w/ special participation of Tioyao and Aubrey's arm. At HC class)

Isn't it fun to learn something at the same time you are enjoying it too. This morning we had a practice on Health Care about Bandaging. I never practice any HC ret. demo's before, I was just curious about doing the bandaging cause it looks cool to me. This type of bandaging accdg. to my Anatomy Prof is called figure of 8. But if you will look that hand on other side like in this side (picture below)

It appears to look reverse spiral, hehehe did I even fool you with this picture. It looks like an arm but actually it was just the lateral side of Gema's hand. Amazing ^_^
I never thought that I would become interested on this subject cause I always get low grades on return demo's. Too bad its already finals and I am just getting started to learn (sigh)

2006-08-13T12:42:00.000+08:00

my first PS creation, wahahaha!
I took this picture at my room, see the light on my room are non-fluorescent bulb so it appears to be red orange.... love the burning circles on my eyes. Hey if you have anything to share to me just tag it or PM me alright! ^_^

2006-08-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

I miss you

To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to
mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you

2006-07-30T05:53:00.000+08:00

Mariah:
Ahhhm
Mhhh

98 Degrees & Joe:
Oh yeah

Mariah:
I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

all:
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(I was lost)
My every wish and every dream
(Mmmmh)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

Mariah & Joe:
Mmmh
Oh yeah
Whoaaaaaa
Oh yeah

98 Degrees & Joe:
I will give you everything (everything)
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do (oh no)
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
(I don't wanna try)
If you keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be allright (be allright)
'Cause I need you in my life

all:
Ooooh
Thank God I found you
(I'm thanking you)
I was lost without you
(So lost without you)
My every wish and every dream
(Every wish, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life (completed)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude (overwhelmed with graditude)
('Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you)
And I'm so thankful I found you

Mariah & Joe:
Oooooh
(See)
See I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back (looking back)
I guess it shows that we were destined
To shine over the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel
This way
(This way)

all:
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(Lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
(And every dream)
Somehow became reality
Oooooooh
When you brought the sunlight
(Brought the light)
Completed my whole life
(My whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
See baby I'm so thankful I found you
Oooooooh
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
(So overwhelmed)
My baby I'm so thankful I found
You
You
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
My baby I'm so thankful I found
(I found you)
You

^_^ *hugz

2006-07-24T15:02:00.000+08:00

2 30 am

So what's with the time, hmm I always got up @ 2 30 in the morning even there are no classes on that day.... Maybe it is the after shock of our 3 consecutive day Anatomy exams. The whole week was a total pain on the cervix ( oh no! my brain has been infiltrate by anatomical terms). The first exam was a 45 item short quiz, but there are insufficient seats for all examinies. So we have to wait for an hour just to take the exam. The following day there is a moving practical exam. There is a time limit for each specimen, when the bell rings you should move to the next station. ( I know what your thinkin' we were like walking on the stations of the cross ei). The tension is growing each time our Professor rings his bells (ding! ding! ding!) and shouted MOVE!. Everytime I hear him shout I can't stop myself from holding my breath. The Big EVENT the Preliminary Exam huh. . . I almost forgot to sleep just to review everything on Marieb's book. Luckily it was a multiple choices exam, I finish earlier than I expected. Feels like there was a torn that has been pluck from my head. Since that day I am having much sleeping disorders up to this moment.

2006-07-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

Got nothing to do

I'm so thankful that todays class are canceled (grin) haven't review for Health Ethics yet...

courtesy of Airah

I AM: typing nonsense things
I WANT: to do something but I don't know what it is
I WISH: I was a millionaire
I HATE: bitterness (any type)
I MISS: mah, and my friends
I FEAR: heights
I HEAR: arguments
I WONDER: how those satellites revolve (honestly)
I REGRET: losing money for useless stuffs
I AM NOT: easy to approach ( kinda snob hehe)
I DANCE: at dance mania
I SING: with my close friends
I CRY: all by myself
I AM NOT ALWAYS: good at people
I WRITE: what I feel
I CONFUSE: my classmates
I NEED: Money, fame & twin tower company building ^_^
I SHOULD: think of new business strategy for my future company
I START: fixing my bag it's too crowded with papers
I FINISH: eating lunch
I TAG: nobody

2006-06-17T19:25:00.001+08:00

Accident Prone Saturday

Isn't it wonderful to have only two subjects in one day. But if this subjects will last for about 10 hours would you ever wanted to stay in school. I only have Health care 1 and Physics today, our prof gave us a chapter quiz after the laboratory lesson in Physics. Me and my two other friends answer the Physics quiz immediately and grab our bags out SQUIDWARD's (Proffessor in Physics who has a voice of Squidward)class and go home. As we walk to the pedestrian lane the stoplight suddenly turns red we run quickly to catch our lives luckily we are able to reach the center aisle before the cars reach us. We've encountered a crazy bus driver that almost hit me at the center aisle I grasp my friends pants in fear, I could sue him for doing that! Then another crazy driver has arrived this time he is riding a motorcycle actually we didn't notice him in the first place. But the sound of his motorcycle make us scream we thought somebody fired a gun. When we reach the other side of the road the people who are standing there said that we scream too loud. What an embarrassing moment back there they were all laughing to us....-_- The next accident was when we ride the train. We are so eager to go home that we ride the first train that stops. But the first train that arrived was almost full, we thought that we could fake other passengers so that they wouldn't ride the train. Silly me I executed the plan I stick my face on the train's door as if there is no room for more passengers but the door opened. We burst in to laughter... 3 adventures in 1 hour that was a ridiculous experience.

2006-06-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

Pick Pockets on the loose

Me and my friends decided to buy Human Anatomy book at C&E to obtain discounts. Luckily there's a discount on students who have ID but my luck wasn't enough on that day. After buying the heavy books we proceed to the nearest people who could tell us how to get back to school. We ask the big belly Policeman across the street and he address the driver of the jeep to our destination. How lucky we are right? Not so fast before we got to school somebody has kidnapped my WALLET. I am not holding my bag on that time coz' I am carrying the stuffs that we bought. Agne(the girl on the left side)carried my bag, I ask her to pay the fare then she kept my wallet on my bag leaving a small open zip that help the pick pockets operation successful. We are 4 in the jeep but none of us saw how the crime has been committed. Since I was elected as the class treasurer for Anatomy class I hold the half of the class fund. Guess where I put the money? Grrr It's like ashes that was blown, bubbles that disappear, leaves that have burn......... poof I just loose half of my weekly allowance.

2006-06-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

Did I hear the school bell rang?

Vacation is nearly over and soon piles of school works will make every students life miserable again... 2 months have gone so fast uh no too fast that I haven't feel like I'm on vacation. It's like yesterday I bid my block mates goodbye and suddenly I'm here preparing to buy new school supplies. If I were the President I will make the school vacation 3 months or even 5 months wahahaha .... just kidding (mom get my medicine here my lunatichizophrenia just attact) back to where we are it is natural for students like me to feel like this especially when you have evil Professors around. ^_^

2006-04-22T02:46:00.000+08:00

Favorite Stuffs

1st on the list tenenent! tenent!!! my sneakers, its kinda' unique ei? Notice the pointy heels?.... It is my favorite shoes right now.

Can you tell how many dangling earrings I have? Though I have many earrings it doesn't mean that I have piercings all over my body too....

Bohemian necklaces were totally a hit fashion now a days. The 3rd one here on the right really is heavy on my neck, no wonder why I only use it twice.

This set of accessories is my latest addition to my collection.

I got this white band here on the right when I was on the 2nd yr highschool. I remember back then when my bully classmate teases me for wearring that piece of rubber.

2006-04-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

Things that make me late everytime I went out

.:my eyeshadows:.
Usually I wear white eyeshadows to have a natural look
hehehe thats my secret ei... I also apply eyebrow pencil coz my eyebrows are a bit thin.

.:lipsticks:.
I hate using lipsticks on summer they just made my lips look dry. I use moisturizer instead you see my lips are chapped when the weather is hot.

.:glosses:.
I recently found out that this glosses are expensive hmmm its a lancome juicy tube. Luckily I'm not the one who is buying it.

.:perfume & hair straightener:.
I don't usually wear perfumes/body sprays when going to school coz' some rooms aren't air conditioned. My hair are naturally straight but I want it even more straighter. I just saw this instant l'oreal hot straight in Watson's.

.:the black things:.
I use mascarras everytime I went out except in school. I love eyeliners it always make my eyes glow. I use liquid eyeliner more often coz it doesn't fades when i perspire.
Hot season is the other reason why I am having trouble in applying make-ups. Hmf!!!

2006-04-20T02:34:00.000+08:00

It's me

I am Maria Ceterina Villas Untalan, a 16 year old girl. Who loves skating around the block but often run away from strangers. I 1st enter my schooling at a day care center near our home. After those fun stuffs in the nursery school my mom entered me in a Catholic school in Paranque City. Every morning I wake up just to prepare for school. They notice that I don't like to wake up so early because i do nasty things in the morning. Flashbacks of my childhood came to me; I used to kick my cousin who wakes me in the morning. Could you imagine how rude I was before I enter college. I don't know why or how did I do those bad things, Maybe it's just my nature. I finished my high school at "Lycee D' Regis Marie" located at Paranaque again... I used to have a school bus, picking me up so early everyday even though my class is 1 hour before it started. Sometimes I felt so sick when enter my first class, in my surprise I nearly vomited on my seatmate's shirt. I am so dizzy and cold in that moment then suddenly my teacher blabs her mouth on me. What a crazy woman I said to myself, haven't she seen what I was goin' thru.The nurse told me that it was cause of less sleep and drinking cold drinks in the morning. I had no choice but to stop my school bus from comin' to our house. I made a serious conversation to my mommy about what just happened. And a few weeks time she won't still listen to me. A bright idea just pop-up to my head hmmmmm..... I run away from the bus and swiftly move away along with a cab. Hehehehe what else could they do about it I'm already on board. My happiness didn’t last that long cause when I arrive at home an angry red face welcomed me... Guess what the next thing happened. Of course she talks and talks and talks until bedtime. Pwheeh.... I hate her every time she treats me like an elementary. Actually I didn’t like my mom's attitude she didn’t listen to anybody but herself. I am thankful that in the family I felt that I am not alone when I get in to trouble. My Daddy is always there to save me from long sleepless discussions. We often hang around together watching his favorite wrestling episodes. I am now in College at Emilio Aguinaldo College in Manila. I'm not familiar with the place because I grew up in Paranaque. Sometimes I feel like I am a new born child, I don't know where to go after class, I already get lost in the big city. Hate that experience. Thank God I had my money on my pocket to be able to go home safely. I love to listen to my favorite songs all by myself, Am I that weird? I don't know that's what makes me happy that's what I gonna do. I am not saying that I am a brat here. The song Wish You Were here lifts up my soul to heaven whenever I hear it especially when cruisin or riddin' a boat on a resort ah so relaxing....